Fay - EP

by Fay Bullard

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1.
She gazed in the mirror and said, "what do you think?" and she smiled, at the face above the sink The highway was open but she was going no where Driving in her new high heels she thought she'd get to wear she said "I thought we would be fine We just wanted a good time and I wish I could cross the line but I'm safe here, and who had time to cry?" So I'll go wild within my walls I can choose the music, I can have a ball I'll crown myself the prom queen, I'll be my own applause and I'll be smiling all along It's called Pandemic Prom The music gets louder slow dances thrown away Who cares? He's dancing on his own anyway It's raining on prom night the world is full of fear But we have to have a little fun There's no time right now for tears He says "I got my suit and bow tie In my living room I'm feeling fine And I wish I could cross the line But I'm safe here, and who has time to cry?" So I'll go wild within my walls I can choose the music, I can have a ball I'll crown myself the prom king, I'll be my own applause and I'll be smiling all along It's called Pandemic Prom Dancing with myself Partying alone In love with my own company From the comfort of my own home Don't care if I look dumb Don't care if I should be sad 'Cause I'm having the time of my life forgetting what's so bad So I'll go crazy within these walls I can choose the music, I'm gonna have a ball I was crowned the prom queen, sashes and gowns and all I've been smiling all along It's my Pandemic Prom
2.
I was so dumb I played the fool I should've seen you a mile away, honey staring me down Ships sink fast but the water's so cool I'll take a swim and try to keep my crown I was so dumb I played the fool I should've seen you a mile away, honey staring me down Ships sink fast but the water's so cool I'll take a swim and try to keep my crown Maybe you were a queen who ruled all Maybe I was a servant on call and we got tangled up in another place Maybe I still had my eyes on you Maybe you had love enough for two but I have to put on a brave face I know that I'm over-investing my brain and my time But if love really works as a remedy, I need to make you mine I know that I'm over-investing my brain and my time But if love really works as a remedy, I need to make you mine (I know that I'm over-investing my brain and my time But if love really works as a remedy, I need to make you mine I know that I'm over-investing my brain and my time But if love really works as a remedy, I need to make you mine) But I have to put on a brave face You weren't even there when I made my getaway I dove for doors and picked their locks I shattered all your windowpanes And it hurts when I yell and I realize you weren't even there in the first place Royalty never cared for me, I was just your saving face I should've seen you a mile away, honey staring me down Ships sink fast but the water's so cool I'll take a swim and try to keep my crown I know that I'm over-investing my brain and my time But if love really works as a remedy, I need to make you mine (You weren't even there when I made my getaway I dove for doors and picked their locks I shattered all your windowpanes And it hurts when I yell and I realize you weren't even there in the first place) Royalty never cared for me, I was just your saving face
3.
You see all the roads you know in the dark You learn them two times, 'cause it's different at night You get closer over two months in the car Find yourselves kissing at red lights We learn to talk while driving I learn to get annoyed You're work for me, but it's worth it We listen to rappers I didn't know before I met you, boy I know all the words now (now) I wanna write every love song about you But I don't know how I can imagine what it's like to lose you And I don't want to now It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about You give me words to sing on the road and I pretend to know them We keep the secrets nobody knows Like how we'd go on adventures and sometimes get nervous but it's only now and then We learn to hang around and I learn to stop clinging It hurts for me, but I'm working on it I work to make some money but I just wanna keep singing I make time for you while I'm working on it I wanna write every love song about you But I don't know how I can imagine what it's like to lose you And I don't want to now It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about (It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about It's all I know how to write about) I wanna write happy love songs about you but I can't right now All I imagine is what it's like to lose you and it hurts forever It's all I know how to worry about It's all I know how to worry about It's all I know how to worry about
4.
Silver Moon 02:11
Silver moon, rise over the water Over the horizon, glowing and wide Silver moon, rise over our heads leave corkscrew trails across the sky Silver moon, a parachute that spaceships use to land on Mars and when you're gone, gone for good there's no light left save that of the stars Missing radiance, absent shine The sky feels empty, lonely unkind Without your reflection, the stars work overtime their grail out of reach, your bar is too high Silver moon, you'll come back soon The shape of an eyelash, the crest of a wave You're never gone, not gone for good We wait in the dark It's light that we crave
5.
Was your first love the world? Did you want to explore? Is it scary now that everything's turned inside out and back around? Was your first love the world? Have you shattered your faith? Have you lost yourself along the way? Are you curious 'cause you didn't know yourself in the first place? Do you recognize your face? Are you scared of your dreams? Have your aspirations died down? Are you worried now, afraid of how the failure will be your hell? Are you hoping all goes well? 'Cause all is bad and all that's good is in the past it's old, dead wood The tree is home to other things Like touching hands and learning how to sing but now, now, now, I only know how to shout I just feel so hollow now Now I see shadows float and move out the corners of my eyes and I'm terrified 'til I realize it's only the lighting in the room But I wanna know if you feel it too? 'Cause all is bad and all that's good is in the past it's old, dead wood The tree is home to other things Like touching hands and learning how to sing but now, now, now, I only know how to shout I just feel so hollow now Hollow now and what feels like will be forever Hollow now and what feels like will be forever Hollowed out like old, dead wood I've always been good I've always been good Was your first love the world? Did you know of pain? Was it scary when you heard of everything that turns the world on its head? Are you scared of the world?
6.
Faded Spring 02:47
She had blonde hair and big brown eyes and when she laughed, the birds would sing The vision in my head like a film reel, all forgotten Faded spring She had curled up lashes and spoke like silk Her hands were soft to touch, they were cold to touch She touched me often And when she kissed me I could feel the moment that she would fall I built her coffin She had blonde hair and big brown eyes and when she laughed, the birds would sing The tape's forever playing all our favorite song off-tune Faded spring No one here is here to change me the way she vowed to stay My ears were innocent and pure 'til I heard her say my name and told me she would never change I look out the window, it's not like last year The colors are all faded, not like when she was here Her little touch of reality that drew me out of mine I knew what heaven looked like for the shortest time She had thin hair and sunken eyes and when she cried, I cried, too The tape's forever playing without her, I don't know what to do I don't know She had blonde hair and big brown eyes and when she laughed, the birds would sing The sun reminds me of her smile, but she used it up for dirtier things The vision in my head like a film reel, all forgotten The tape, forever playing with our songs but I don't want 'em She blonde hair and big brown eyes but mostly was my everything Now she's faded spring

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released August 15, 2020

Written by Fay Bullard
Produced by Fay Bullard

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